Smile.

I was driving back from my b/w and u/s this morning and heard this song on my iPod. If only a smile could get us through all this and have it turn out the way WE want it to!

Smile, though your heart is aching.
Smile, even though it's breaking.
Though there are clouds in the sky,
you get by...

If you smile through your fears and sorrows.
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through.

If you just light up your face with gladness,
Hide every trace of sadness.
Although a tear may be ever, ever so near.

That's the time you must keep on trying.
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find life is worthwhile
If you'll just smile, come on and smile.

If you just smile

7 Days into stimming!

Today's E2 was about 1700. We have approximately 14 follicles over 10mm in size and about 8-10 more <10. I'm still feeling very tired and sore. The ultrasound was not fun this morning! We thought we'd be going in for our ER on Monday, but it's looking like the RE may want to hold us off another day to try to get the most mature eggs we can. I'm OVER the belly shots!

First B/W & U/S today!

E2 was 419. The Follistim is to continue at 225 and we're adding ganarelix in the morning.

Starting to feel those ovaries working!

Baby Dream

I had a baby dream last night! Haven’t had one for awhile. I think she may have been adopted as I didn’t see me pregnant, deliver, etc. She was sooo cute. However, I forgot to feed her and change her but she was still such a happy baby! When I did remember to change her, I had to remove like 5 diaper that were all full of poop... It was so weird. And then someone asked me her name and I started crying because I couldn’t remember. Right before I woke up I remembered what it was. I'll keep that name between DH and I. It's one of the ones that's on our list :)

On a side note, after only 2 days of stimming my ovaries are definitely working. I'm feeling some uncomfortable little pains on my right side already!

Stimming!

I started stimming last night! We're excited to get going. I'll get checked Monday AM (b/w & u/s) at 6:30! So early!

My dose is 225IU of Follistim.

Nurse Talk

Today was the nurse talk. Got our protocol and the meds were ordered. Now... just waiting for AF!! I'm anxious to get started! Our ER and ET should be the last week of February.